Sunday, January 31, 2010
): sad case.
Can you tell me what is the feeling you towards me? What you treat me as?
As usual, you'll hold my hand when we are walking, you'll hug me when you want to.
How many day you didnt hold my hand? How many day you didnt hug me deeply like before?
Well, I willing spend my time for accompany you, let's see what time now - 5:26 am, I dont ever sleep today cause of you. I just sit beside you, but then you look the pc more than me.
Sigh.
What you want actually? Why dont you tell me? You said you still love me, you said you never changed, and you told me you've gave me lot of chance. What chance you gave uh?
You said you off today and tomorrow, can accompany me. So? See what're you doing right now.
I'm damn disappointed actually.
When I want to discuss the problem with you, you'll just tell me that you work cause of me, asked me why cant I understand you, asked me go ahead and find a job. Since you said this, I have nothing to refute.
Break up cause of this. I really cant stand on you know?
I dunno what is in your mind, did you care me? I dunno. Did you love me? I dunno.
When i asked you, you'll just said yes yes of cause.
We cant meet much like before, why dont you spend more time on me when we are together?
Why I still have to accompany you when you're working?
Yea, honest, you treat me good, good until I no way to describe.
And also, you treat me bad, bad until I no eyes to see ):
You slapped me, you kicked me, you scolded me.
Can a boy treat a gal like that? Even I'm strong enought and you're weak. LOL !
Luckily you know to protect me even you are slapping me or kicking me. Cause you're always to be gently.
Who knows I'was hurt in my heart? Who knows how pain I was?
- Boy can't slap a girl no matter why. ( My sis told me ) :(
Let me feel your love if you love me.
Blogged @ Sunday, January 31, 2010 |
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Thursday, January 28, 2010
Erkk LOL !
A silly guy, he wrote my name on his hand. He said he was so bored at school so only wrote that =.=" BORED ONLY WROTE !
Honestly, I felt happy when I received these pic. Feeling happy to know you (:
Thankyou. ♥
ANGEL YING.
I didnt see wrong hor? :DD
Blogged @ Thursday, January 28, 2010 |
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Wednesday, January 27, 2010
HEART BROKEN !
I HATE YOU !
KELVIN CHAN MUN HOU !
YOU HURT ME DEEP !
Blogged @ Wednesday, January 27, 2010 |
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Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Busy busy busy.
He is freaking busy.
Free free free.
I am fucking free.
That is our life. Our different.
Just do what you want to, I won't care bout that.
Not more than 10 messages a day. =.=" SIGH*
Totally changed.
Moody to solve the problem. Annoy.
Let it to be.
Tired ><
Good nightt.
missyou
Blogged @ Tuesday, January 26, 2010 |
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Monday, January 25, 2010
I'm not the god. I dunno what will happen, and of cause I also dunno that whether between you and me still having any chance? But I can make sure that is I wont find you anymore. Even I mis you fucking hell much.
This is our fate, let it to be.
I can't put you down from my heart, can't forget everything that about you.
Thinking and asking myself the same question and the same thing everyday-
Why you want to treat me so good? I have to treasure you.
Yesterday, you acting your cute face again to amuse me, I cried suddenly at the moment.
Cause I felt sorry to you. I'm very sorry to you, really ):
I'm bad, I knew.
You never did something that sorry to me, you're always loyal on me, you're always listen to me,
you're very obediently, that's why you're cute. But how bout me? ):
And be honest, sometimes i really feel bored on being with you, but cause of your good, I cant let go.
Last night, I cried, you came over and hugged me, and you asked why, I didn't answer.
Then you kissed me and apologized to me, told me that you treat me not good enough is your fault, promised me that you won't scold me and blablabla..
I should say sorry to you but why at last is you said to me? I cried cause I'm sorry to you,
I think before that want to break up with you, I flirt with another guys when you're not with me and many manyy.
But you trust me, no matter what happen.
What happened on you KELVIN CHAN?! You are good enough, you're over good you knoww? Why you still feel sorry to me? You are stupid. Really STUPID !!
明明很爱你,可是我总喜欢发你脾气,
明明很在乎你,却又假装不在乎,
明明放不下,却假装已放下,
明明现在在等着你的信息,却不敢表明,
Valentine's Day, who's the one I pass with?
Blogged @ Monday, January 25, 2010 |
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Sunday, January 24, 2010
Damn bored.
Damn regret that didn't go for kityi's house ):
Damn sad that argued with mummy cause she dont wanna fetch me to parade.
Damn ISH ! Damn BORED ! Damn MISS THEM !
I miss " s' "
Helena, Xiaoy, Miko, jenny ):
Meet next sunday lerr )':
Blogged @ Sunday, January 24, 2010 |
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Friday, January 22, 2010
I lov you.
You changed. Changed busy damn much since you found your job.
You can't appear in front of me immediately when I mis you.
Would've to be with you everyday, but now we can meet only once a week ):
Baobei, here is what I want to tell you-
I cried that day just because of your three words.
You suddenly told me that you love me.
You usually will send me bout you're missing me or love me, but you know? It's Already six months that you didnt say it out from your mouth.
This time, I totally can feel your heart, your love and your sincere.
Half year before, when you said you love me, I was always answered you that I love you too and without thinking.
And now, I have no choice to stop my tears, I have no way to tell you that I love you too. Cause you touched my heart.
This time, I am fully trust that you really love me (:
You'll always try your best to satisfy my request, as long as I want, you'll think of a ways to get for me. You'll done that what you'd promised me. This is the different of you and others.
-Each time, you'll pretend to be generous, allow me to close with my boy-friends, but in fact, you're jealous;
-Each time, you'll coquetry in front of me, you want me to hug you and kiss you;
-Each time, when i lose my temper, I'll vent in your arm, resulting scars, but when your daddy asked you why, you just told him that you fall down or you're not be careful;
-Each time, when I did wrong, as long as I said : Sorry babe, no nexttime ): Then you'll forgive me.
But if turn to you done something wrong, I'll asked you to do this and that until I feel happy. Issit I'm so bad uh? ): Now I only realise. SWT !
You'll let me, no matter what; you'll miss me, no matter where you are.
-I said I out of credit, few mins ago, I'll received the credit that you reload for me;
-I said I love the teddy bear much, you gave it to me as my xmas present;
-I said I was tired, lazy to walk, you automatically carry me on your shoulder, even in the street or shopping center;
-I said my shoulder was tired, you will naturally ride on my backside and helped me to massage;
-Even once, I washed underwear washed til my hand injuries, and you called me not to wash, and I said no, mummy will be scolded, you take the brush from my hand directly, I scared and don't know what to said, just looked at you at the moment. You just asked me to rest and need not to do anythings.
-I said my shoulder was tired, you will naturally ride on my backside and helped me to massage;
-Even once, I washed underwear washed til my hand injuries, and you called me not to wash, and I said no, mummy will be scolded, you take the brush from my hand directly, I scared and don't know what to said, just looked at you at the moment. You just asked me to rest and need not to do anythings.
From the moment onwards, I've loved you loved til i ady forgotten myself. Ehemm..
Even I'm self-fish enuf, I'm always rule by force, I don't care about you, but you still the same, you won't leave me cause of I treat you bad, you'll continue to treat me well, love me, care me.....
Really thanks. I think you're the only one can tolerate me for so long.
I don't wanna to break up with you, you're the one who I want to marry with. HAHAHAHHAA !
Fa hao jor XDD
And you promised that you'll marry me at nine years ago, and you want hang parade that time with me just lik the pair of gonggong and popo ((: weee.
Dang dang dang dang, dang dang dang dang.
lalalalalala :DD
missing of you
Blogged @ Friday, January 22, 2010 |
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Wednesday, January 20, 2010
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Maybe I'm nothing for you but do henest, you are such a meaningful and important friend to me.
I don't ever blame on you everything, I don't care how bad you are.
I treat you as bestie and how bout you? Can you answer me by sincerely?
Maybe I became close to the person that you don't like, my fault?
I'm totally blur. School life is changing bored cause of you.
Although we seems quarrel always but it was doesn't matter for me, for me.
Sighh.
Years, 8 years, never changed.
Same. The Bestie that I love usually.
Blogged @ Wednesday, January 20, 2010 |
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Monday, January 18, 2010
Hair gone )':
My hair is freaking short now )': But vinvin said it was nicer than last hair style.
I know he was tried to comfort me )‘:But useless what.
I know how ugly I am.
Sobs. Hair ar hair, Come back to me pleasee .
Wuwuwu TT
Blogged @ Monday, January 18, 2010 |
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Thursday, January 14, 2010
lalala.
Went parade yesterday with miko, xiaoy, edward and went again today with my lovely classmate.
So so so ugly today but still have to go cause going to buy something that important. Um.
School life not that bad, I began to fall in love with it. hoho XDD
I had changed on this year i think, Um, I would pay attention to the teacher and I would do my homework?!
I would mark down what important and I would prepare everything for my study. Why I do so? I have no idea, maybe.. maybe i don't wanna to make my mummy disappointed? Or I just don't hope to regret at last?
And I haven't dye black my hair yet. Don't feel like want to dye back ): Prefect catch me everyday and I just keep delay the date for dye back. Luckily the prefect was my best friend. LOL !
I don't have the chance to meet my vin ): Imisshimfreakingmuch man !
Going to have a dating with him this sunday, sunday fast fast lai ):
Blogged @ Thursday, January 14, 2010 |
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Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Throw him out from my heart ! ♥Vinvin,jimuis.
Vin good Vin nice Vin lov me Vin care me. I know I have to loyal to my Vin vin from now on and without any interference.
I wanna forget the one who name T and throw him out from my heart. Huhu.
Cause T just is the guy who gave me a nice memory but he's not belongs to me.
He'll be with others gal a day.
Well, Thanks him to gave me a nice relationship. That was an unforgetable time for me ♥
I do love my friends, especially is -- Xiaoy, Weiwei Yeap, Miko Leong. and some of you, i think you know who you are ♥ ((:
I ♥ Jimui, Sista, god-bro and friends.
I do ♥ my Vinvin most :DD
Blogged @ Tuesday, January 12, 2010 |
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Friday, January 8, 2010
(:
I just get back my pc. Damn bored these few days without pc. HAHAHAH
Well, just had a small quarrel with him. Sigh. Used.
I'm tired of his nagging. I hate his self-righteousness. But still the same, I never change my heart. He is my most love.
School life suck ! Cause I no way to meet my vinvin during the school day ):
Going to meet him tomorrow. Muahaha !
And I join back the gang. My ex gang. Treasure it (:
I dont hope to have a bad ending.
No matter love or friendship..
Blogged @ Friday, January 08, 2010 |
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Monday, January 4, 2010
One yearr ♥
Finally, One year ago. It was so fast !
He changed me lots on this year, I want to thanks god that gave him to me, I willing treasure him and won't let him go. I do love him ♥
He gave me everything that I want, I need, I love.
He used to hold my hand when being with me, I felt nothing ;
He used to give me a BIG HUG when we meet, I felt warm ;
He used to give me a WET KISS when we need to say good-bye, I felt sweet ;
He used to spend money on me, I felt blessedness.
I got him. I'm lucky.
I used to BEAT him, KICK him, HIT him, BITE him when I x syok him or anything that I x syok.
Sigh. I won't do that again, I promised, I sweared !
ILOVEYOUBABE.
Blogged @ Monday, January 04, 2010 |
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Sunday, January 3, 2010
School reopen )':
I don't want. I don't want. I don't want back to school ):
Have to let those stupid teacher check my hair, my uniform, my sock, my shoe, my nial. SIGH ! HOU FAN AR !
Don't know why so ma fan, check this check that, always wasting time for it. LAME !
Again want to face my book and teacher again ):
Again want to wake up early again ):
Again want to sleep early in the night ):
All again is coming back start from tomorrow ):
One week ny can rest the ny one day. Mana cukup woo? Sobs TT
What I complain here also useless what, let it to be..
Lalala. Enjoy the school life of yours.
Blogged @ Sunday, January 03, 2010 |
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Saturday, January 2, 2010
HAPPY NEW YEARR
Wohooo, let's say BYE BYE to 2009 and WELCOME 2010 (:
I went barroom. Have lotss of fun there.
Fucking happy and Fucking syok.
I go with my classmate but count down with another sista and friends. LOL !
Btw, i miss you all and HAPPY NEW YEAR.
I met xiaoy,miko,jenny,kityan,kityeng,kityi,mandy,helena.. and those guys and blablabla...
Blogged @ Saturday, January 02, 2010 |
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