Monday, February 15, 2010
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I feel touched.
I told him -we are over. But he keep on pretend, pretend dunno, cant see, cant hear and what else.
I go to his grandpa's house today and gave him the presents that I bought and I made, and then he wants to hug me, but why I felt wanna vomit at the moment? I dunno.
All our memories here. And our conclusion.
I never think want to break up but I cant forget all the bad moment that you've gave me.
Why you want to do so and then now only regret? You know what? It's too late.My heart is ady broken. Happened is happened. No matter how you changed now, it's ady too late.
I told my whole family that how you treat me and what is the reason that you hit me, I did told them what I did also, cause if I only tell them how bad you're, it's very unfair to you.
They just said : 这个男孩子不能要了的啦。 我们都没有打过你,他打你?你懂我们有对心痛吗?我养你养那么大,送去给人打的吖?
I really lucky that they are my family. They will be with me when I need. They wont leave me and ignore me, Family is the best !
So how? You asked me to be with you, you said you will changed, what you want to change uh?
And ofcuz I know you love me, you really love me, just I cant let go that you hit me.
I really can throw you out from my world you know? Finally I can.
But then you sent me few pic and msg :
第一次吻你,永远不忘记。ILOVEYOU MWAHS < 3
虽然有时我真的很生气你,但是我希望你知道,开始到现在我真的没有想过要离开你或丢下你一个人。
我望着的地方就是我们的未来,我们许了的诺言。
我们以后就要抱着一个属于我们的小孩,因为将来你是我亲爱甜蜜的
老婆。
我在等你回复。
You made me cried ! My sis saw the msg too. She cried too. swt.
Why you want like this? I dunno what should I do.
Even I stay back with you, My heart is ady spoil. I wont love you as much as last time, I dunwan to get hurt again. I can leave you whenever. I wont scare that you dunwan me. And also I can leave you easily.
You try to hit me or scold me lar, I really will straight to tell you that I HATE YOU AND GOODBYE.
Finally you know what's the feeling when you lost me, I tot I cant live without you but actually not. Should say you cant live without me. Great.
Just now you came my house but you dare not to come in, you want me to turn back all the things to you. Cause I scold you and tell you loudly that WE ARE OVER. But then I give you back you still stand at the outside, you asked my cousin to asked me to go out, I dunwan. You never go, you still stand at my door there and waiting me. So many relative were in my house, and your daddy, mummy are waiting you. Your dad scolded you, asked you faster, but you dont care, you still want to wait me.
My sis said you're fucking love me. Yea. I know. I'm human, I can feel. I got feeling.
But then? I wont forgive you. It's ady have a big scars in my heart.
sigh*
Today is your birthday, happy birthday (:
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