Sunday, February 7, 2010
end !
Remenber last two week and last week?
He said he off, no work, can accompany me, but then? Once his boss call him, he promised to work.
Well. He said he want earn more money, more money then can spend more on me. Since he said this, I forgive him. I dont ever sleep that day, cause I worked with him.
Kays, last week, he told me he off again, so I straight find him and without thinking, once I reach, he tell me he have to work at night, 11pm till 9am. Sigh*
I said "Money mer, cause of me mer, you go ba, I go with you." (Cause I dont wanna fight with him)
So I just followed him to work, never sleep again. How god I was !
This week, he was telling lies again and again !! He said he off today, he said he could accompany me for SURE ! See, what I doing right now ! Yea, truth, he off today, but he told me he still have go back for accompany his friend worr. ISH ! I asked why, he said cause his friend always accompany him. WTF !
Then why I find him? What I come for?
I dunno. I'm stupid enough. I swear to the god, I WONT FIND HIM ANYMORE, I WONT !
I AM FUCKING ANGRY RIGHT NOW !!
Today, I asked him "Babe, let's hang later."
He asked me "With?"
I answered "Just me and you."
He said "Wa, I rather stay at cc lor."
=.=" CC again.
We argued cause of this problem again, and finally he said "My work is more important than you now."
How hurt !
Why it's so hard to end a relationship?
Last two days, he said to me "Ish ! You're so annoy, I dont wanna to hear your sound ar, close the phone lar, go sleep lar you"
Shit ! I said "Yerr, like that said me geaa"
He said "yea lar, if not want how wor? Who asked you to make me angry? Know wrong or not? Say sorry lar, say you are sorhai, say you are cibai, then I forgive you."
WHATTHEHELL !
And last (This is what most hurt me) "If you want to hold me back, it's impossible, so you better dont regret. You will regret I tell you, I think you know what I mean." (Means he wants to break up)
Sigh* I POST ALL HIS BAD HERE. HOW HE TREAT ME. WHAT HE SAID TO ME AND HOW HE TREAT A GF.
I giving up.
If you can find a girl who lov you deep like me, just go ahead.
You are the one who'll regret.
Let's break up.
Let go and fed up.
I can do that.
I must do that.
I will tell you that I dont love you, I want to break up with you when your birthday. 14-2-2010
Just wait for it.
04012009-14022010.
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