Monday, March 29, 2010
Feeling down, sad and moody.
Where's my facebook account? ): My facebook is so naughty ):
My fan page, 1240 fans all gone. Have to reopen a new one.
By the ways, I dunno who are the bad-hearter want to hark my account. Sobss )';
Support me and Join my page.
Press it (:
Thanks for support !
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Sunday, March 28, 2010
http://www.facebook.com/pages/KBOX-ST-F1-ANGEL/107465299283307
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Support me support me support support me pleaseee .
Thankew much muchie <3
Join my fan pagee.
Blogged @ Sunday, March 28, 2010 |
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Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Received call from KBOX, I enter to the competition. The shining teen.
I though it was just a game and just to had a try but at last I been enter it.
Alright, Just go and know what will happen in this competiton bahh.
Support me worrr (;
<3
Blogged @ Tuesday, March 23, 2010 |
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Friday, March 19, 2010
What a damn bored life.
Suddenly hate those people who always flirt. They can flirt with few persons at the same time.
Pro !
Going KL later. Siennn.
Three days cant online. Duhhh. =.="
God ar, help me please.
Many stress on my mind. )':
0.o
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Saturday, March 13, 2010
Just have a fight with my uncle.
It was fucking terrible.
What a terrible house is it? I cant imagine what would happen if I continue for staying here.
I tot I have a warm house, Yea, I have.
But because of the silly and terrible guy, all had been changed.
Alright, I do love my family much except him.
He was a bad guy. He catched by police, he went to jail for many times.
Well, ugly thing dont say too much. swt =.="
The situation was a memories that unforgetable.
He plus me to the wall of the corner, he pulled my hair and hit to the wall.
The scar balls appear on my hair immediately.
I dunwan to see the doctor at first, cause I wannt show it to my whole family.
But it was pain enuf.
No choice. So kelvin's cousin fetch me to the clinic. And the doctor said a lot of things. Give me some suggest that what should I do.
After that I go fuk seng yumcha. It was getting well.
But once I back home, my tears came out from my eyes )':
I scare, I worry.
I hate him !
And my mummy cried cause she felt heart pain to see me sad.
I pretend nothing. I dunwan to see my mum sad cause of me.
I knew she is the one who most love me. I knew <3
Once I get happened, once I get bully by others,
my mummy is always the most sad. Of cause my sis and my mama are included.
I am proud to have them <3
They are always here when I needed.
Blogged @ Saturday, March 13, 2010 |
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Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Exky.
你们觉得我不在乎你们
一个星期六天，六天都和你们一起过，
你们说我不在乎你们，
可是你们有真正为我想过吗？
上体育，你们每次都很匆忙，
我就每次只好一个人跟在后面，
因为我脚不够你们长。
你们说我多朋友，
你们在我心中并不算什么，
你们有问过我吗？
我一直很努力的参入你们的话题，
可是为什么。。我觉得我的话总是被忽略？
也许是我想太多，希望真的是。
今天昕问我当你们是什么，
我说好姐妹，
我知道你们不相信，
可是我说的是真的。
你们说我什么事情都只告诉薇，
那是因为我在和你们说我的事情时，
你们像是不在乎。可能又是我在想太多。
我很小孩子，
今天雯会主动和我说话，
薇没有用串的语气和我说话了，
我真的很开心。
我要的就只是这样。
真的这么难吗？
我是你们的一分子吗？
我自己都在怀疑。
每次你们都只会叫薇，
不管什么事，我只在她旁边，
可是为什么你们就是看不到我？
那天我哭了，
我告诉薇我的感觉，我的想法，
不知不觉，眼泪就掉下来了。
也许我们真的是有距离吧，
我不知道。。
我总是沉默的在一旁，
因为没有人会听我说话。
你们的眼神都很怪。
也许你们认为我朋友圈子太广，
就算我没有你们我也无所谓。
错了。不是这样的。
我Facebook没有加那个名字，
不是因为我不要，不想，
而是我电脑改不到。
我和你们的话题似乎越来越少，
唯有今天，
雯会主动笑着和我说话，
薇不再那么串（她说我也很串）哈哈
昕问我当你们是什么
莹来和我谈天，
以前的感觉回来了。
我要说的，都说完了。
明天不懂又要怎样面对你们。
不管怎样，我爱你们。
不要再怀疑了，好吗？
Blogged @ Tuesday, March 09, 2010 |
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Saturday, March 6, 2010
都选了，又矛盾了。
I don't want to hurt any one.
Last night, I told you that I don't love you actually. You were silent.
I was bad ): But I dunwan to lie on you.
Although you're my boyfriend but my feel seems ain't as strong as you think.
I don't love you, it's a fact.
Sorry to say this. I'm sure I'll once again to fall in love with you.
<3 KELVIN CHAN.
Anson-
What I can say is, I hope you can give up me hardly. I am not your fate, maybe now. Who knows? I dunwan to hurt you. Leave me please ): I cant anti you to do everything. Cause you are not mine, I am not belongs to you too. I dunwan you to waste your time on me, I dunwan you to wait a girl who got her boyfriend. Unfair to you. Go and find a new target, then forget me... This is the best way to you.
Blogged @ Saturday, March 06, 2010 |
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Wednesday, March 3, 2010
For you. ANSON KONG.
Anson Kong.
You're good to me.
Maybe lots of people are making rumous to destroy my feeling towards you, but I dont care. Cause I can see how good you are and I'm the only one person know how you treat me.
I wont believe what they saying. Cause I know you really love me.
Well, at last I choose him. I am really sorry.
I em seh dak. I don't feel lik want to lost you but can't.
I belongs to him, that's why and all.
Sorry to hurt you bad.
You asked me why I still want to choose the person who hit me, hurt me, beat me and also dunwan to choose a guy who never. I can tell you, I just follow my feeling.
Maybe, maybe I'll regret cause I choose him and not you, but what can I do?
One leg two ship? Impossible right?
Good luck to you.
Forget me is the best way for you. I dunwan to hurt you again.
Thanks for giving me the nice memories. Even it was a short time but at least it was having full of happiness.
THANK YOU !
Blogged @ Wednesday, March 03, 2010 |
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Restart.
I being with KELVIN CHAN now.
Is the time to throw out other things from my mind.
I know what to do, even I cant love you much like last time.
Just give me some time, maybe it can recover my heart that ady broken.
Maybe one month? Half month? One year or.. ? I dunno.
You're changing. Very obviously.
And I do wish that you wont change back on a day.
I really scare and worry. But it doesn't matter. I used to stay you when you wanna break up, but now I wont.
This is the last chance that I giving, no next time.
Maybe I'm stupid cause I forgive a person who hit me and hurt me but never mind.
Yea, I am stupid :p
I trust myself. As I said, I trust him, no why.
LOL !
God bless me. Haleluya.
Blogged @ Wednesday, March 03, 2010 |
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Monday, March 1, 2010
Before record the video he gave me.
He came my house, wait me at outside from 2am until 10am
waiting. wearning the cap that I gave him as present.
Never want to take out.
Blogged @ Monday, March 01, 2010 |
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I'm freaking confused !
I love kelvin more. But I dunno why when I being with him, the anson will appear on my brain, and against when I being with anson, I'll think of kelvin. Why? What's wrong? )':
Anson - You're stupid. You said you can accept everything cause of me.
Well, so I asked you is it can accept me together with him while with you, actually I just want to text you.
I really scared when I reveiced your answer. You said you can cause you dunwan to lost me. So what you can do is accept !
Kelvin - You're changing good I know. I can see. I really hope I can fully forgive you but I dunno why it's so hard.
Just now, I went to his gonggong's house, after that his gong asked vin : Who is that girl?
Kelvin ans : You can't recognize mea? hehe (fake smile)
Gong : Chun hai !
His gong straight scolded him when his gong know that girl is me, ANGELYING!
Well, his gong dislike me and my family dislike him, is that still having any point to mention our relationship? It's freaking hard right? I no choice to meet your family and you no way to come in my house anymore. What to do?
You came my house, you saw my grandmum and mummy, you was scared. What you scare for?
I know you're changing good, being the best cause of me, but I dunno what I want. I can't to force myself and close my eyes then pretend nothing happened. I can't. )':
I am confused ! I want stick with you, but I can't forget and forgive your pass. )':
I hope to try the new one, but it's unfair to everyone. I'll think of vin when I being with him.
I have no feeling. I can't love a person like how much I loved vin. All passed !
Cause of your job, you changed lots and you're regret now.
Kelvin Chan, do you remember? I know we'll be very hard to mentain our relationship after you found the damn job. I asked you to stop, I said I rather want your accompany, I also dunwan those money. Then you asked me to find a job then you wont work anymore.
You used to scold me and hit me with bad word and rude action when you're in a bad mood.
You used to scold me and hit me when we're argue.
Your cousin told me - Although kelvin de eng is bad but he's learning. Although he's not rich but he's still give you some happiness, he hitted you cause just he's in the bad mood.. He know he's wrong... when he hitted you..
Yea. I fully agree.
I really hope to be single now. I think this is the best way ba. Dont force me. Dont make me confused. I want to be the happy girl without any stress.
Let's be friend. (:
When the time is correct, I know what I should do. Is it? Agree?
不要逼我做选择，可以吗？
I'm here. Who wants me?
Blogged @ Monday, March 01, 2010 |
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