I'd changed ! (:

Monday, March 1, 2010

I'm freaking confused !

I love kelvin more. But I dunno why when I being with him, the anson will appear on my brain, and against when I being with anson, I'll think of kelvin. Why? What's wrong? )':

Anson - You're stupid. You said you can accept everything cause of me.

Well, so I asked you is it can accept me together with him while with you, actually I just want to text you.

I really scared when I reveiced your answer. You said you can cause you dunwan to lost me. So what you can do is accept !

Kelvin - You're changing good I know. I can see. I really hope I can fully forgive you but I dunno why it's so hard.

Just now, I went to his gonggong's house, after that his gong asked vin : Who is that girl?

Kelvin ans : You can't recognize mea? hehe (fake smile)

Gong : Chun hai !

His gong straight scolded him when his gong know that girl is me, ANGELYING!

Well, his gong dislike me and my family dislike him, is that still having any point to mention our relationship? It's freaking hard right? I no choice to meet your family and you no way to come in my house anymore. What to do?

You came my house, you saw my grandmum and mummy, you was scared. What you scare for?
I know you're changing good, being the best cause of me, but I dunno what I want. I can't to force myself and close my eyes then pretend nothing happened. I can't. )':

I am confused ! I want stick with you, but I can't forget and forgive your pass. )':
I hope to try the new one, but it's unfair to everyone. I'll think of vin when I being with him.

I have no feeling. I can't love a person like how much I loved vin. All passed !

Cause of your job, you changed lots and you're regret now.
Kelvin Chan, do you remember? I know we'll be very hard to mentain our relationship after you found the damn job. I asked you to stop, I said I rather want your accompany, I also dunwan those money. Then you asked me to find a job then you wont work anymore.

You used to scold me and hit me with bad word and rude action when you're in a bad mood.

You used to scold me and hit me when we're argue.

Your cousin told me - Although kelvin de eng is bad but he's learning. Although he's not rich but he's still give you some happiness, he hitted you cause just he's in the bad mood.. He know he's wrong... when he hitted you..

Yea. I fully agree.

I really hope to be single now. I think this is the best way ba. Dont force me. Dont make me confused. I want to be the happy girl without any stress.

Let's be friend. (:

When the time is correct, I know what I should do. Is it? Agree?

不要逼我做选择，可以吗？

I'm here. Who wants me?

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