Saturday, February 27, 2010
Kelvin chan mun hou, what you did, what you done, you'd forgotten? You go beg my family, beg them to forgive you lar. Last time when I did wrong, how you treat me? You asked me to beg your daddy, beg him to ask you to forgive me, well, turning now, I want you go beg wholemy family. Can you do that? You said do not said... break up when we being together, but how bout you. I never say before right? After you said that, I used to hug your big leg and asked you dont leave me, do you remember that?
you said you wont beat me, wont hit me and blablabla, but at last how? If you really love me, will you do that? ): When you were playing dota, you lose, then gem ngam i ask you something at the moment, what you said to me, you said : diam lar, i dunwan to hear your ass sound and see your ass face ar. When I call you bu...t you are not in mood, you will said : Ish, close the phone lar pls. your ass sound so fan arrr. And the most hurt is : I being with you just want to fuck you, I rather da fei gei myself aso dun need you. xxx's body is nicer than you. DIU ! Can a gf tahan a bf till lik that? One year dy, why you dont treasure me when I am with you?
Dont just tell all your friend how you treat me, tell them what you hurt me also. They will nothing to said after they hear. I can sure ! I love you before and I hate you now. I go school but didnt eat even I am hungry lik hell, for what? for save the money and spend with you. You said you want go genting with me, then... you have no money, well, i paid. what you said to me now? you said you spend lot on me? f you. You scold me without reason, after that when i asked you wha is the reason that you scold me, your answer is : too stressful, Not enough sleep, you are ugly. WHATTHEHELL !
s'Angel Ying Until now, i havent change my password. all my password is bout you. sigh. is the time to changeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Honestly, you are still in my mind, but anson too.
What should I do?
Blogged @ Saturday, February 27, 2010 |
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Have a nice dating with Anson Kong today. Hoho.
I dont und why all my friend seems support anson more than kelvin lor. HAHAHAHAHHA.
Thanks for theirs' comment. I have the final decision, I BEING WITH ANSON KONG. <3
He gave me a big kiss with his big mouth xDD
Blogged @ Saturday, February 27, 2010 |
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Friday, February 26, 2010
I love u, angel ying
why?
dun ask me why
because love u
it is no nid any reason
each time i look at u, my heart also will move faster
u charmful?
i think so.
at least to me.
u are charmful and beautiful.
no matter hw u change to
u are the one who accompany and i choose for my future life.
I CAN SAY
my life cant without u
why?
dun ask me why again.
because u are my WIFE!!!
I will hv my university study life.
i will finish my degree.
and cum out to find a job with a gud salary.
all my salary will spend to us.
i will take care u and marry u in 30
at tat time, u just 28.
pregant at 30 is a gud time for u ba?
u told me, maybe u will go to KL next year when i writting this.
dun knw why.
my heart.
cnt use a word to describe.
u ask me go kl with u.
i no nid to use a second to think jiu agree le
why.
because u are important than everything to me.
ppl said, listen to wife, u will be a rich man.
i think so. and i believe it.
so, i will 100% listen to u, wife.
i wont let u alone.
i promise u, I WONT
but hw abt u?
do u with me forever?
i really hope so.
and im waiting the day u say
I DO I DO I DO!!!!!
♥
why?
dun ask me why
because love u
it is no nid any reason
each time i look at u, my heart also will move faster
u charmful?
i think so.
at least to me.
u are charmful and beautiful.
no matter hw u change to
u are the one who accompany and i choose for my future life.
I CAN SAY
my life cant without u
why?
dun ask me why again.
because u are my WIFE!!!
I will hv my university study life.
i will finish my degree.
and cum out to find a job with a gud salary.
all my salary will spend to us.
i will take care u and marry u in 30
at tat time, u just 28.
pregant at 30 is a gud time for u ba?
u told me, maybe u will go to KL next year when i writting this.
dun knw why.
my heart.
cnt use a word to describe.
u ask me go kl with u.
i no nid to use a second to think jiu agree le
why.
because u are important than everything to me.
ppl said, listen to wife, u will be a rich man.
i think so. and i believe it.
so, i will 100% listen to u, wife.
i wont let u alone.
i promise u, I WONT
but hw abt u?
do u with me forever?
i really hope so.
and im waiting the day u say
I DO I DO I DO!!!!!
♥
Anson Kong sent me.
Kelvin dont fan angel anymore. beacuse kelvin love you. cannot angel everyday unhappy. just want angel everyday
happy and smile. i still waiting for you. pls let me say one more again. i love you forever♥ .
.
Kelvin Chan sent me.
Who I should follow?
I really dunno. I dunno.
Kelvin is changing now, he treat me damn well now, but he did beat and hit me.
Anson is always the good towards me, but I know kelvin longer than him.
ISH ! FAN 9 SEI .
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Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Let's smile !
Hello, let's smile (:
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Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Denggg,
My relationship is such like a shit !
It was drop into a fucking complicated situation.
SIGH ! *
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Thursday, February 18, 2010
My lovely sis wrote-
"I love you" is a promise? forever? or just say only? If you love a person, you'll respect ger; If you love a person, you wont let her cry and beg you without pride; If you love her, you wony hurt her, beat her, ignore her, If you really love her, you'll treasure every moment when she is be with you cause you dunno whether you have changce to love her tomorrow.. please show how much you love her when she still be with you.
Sigh. How sad when she wrote this. Yea. Are you really love me? ):
We went jj just now, you cried again. This time you were crying like a baby and try your best to hold me. You hug me tightly, you crying in my arms. I hug you back and I crying too.
This is the first time you made me heart-pain when I heard your crying sound )':
I told you I not love you as much as you think. I be able leave you whenever. I know you're hurt, what to do? You want me to promise you do not talk to boys, you want me to promise you do not leave you forever, you want me to promise you that I must love you. sigh.
It's ady too late you know?
No matter how much you did, no matter how sad you are, my heart was dead.
Whoever stand on his side, whoever think that boy hit a girl is doesnt matter, I say sorry here.
Yea, I also have done something wrong, I've hit him, I've beat him, I used to think that he hit me back, beat me back, it's okay. Fair to him. But actually not.
I dunno. I'm so confusing. The love I towards him is changed to like. I would not spend my money on him. SIGH*
He said if he lost me, he rather die. He'll wait me, until the day I back to him.
He said I've changed, he have to re-understand me.
我很想哭,很想很想大声的哭出来。我该怎么做?谁能告诉我?
我一着压抑着自己的眼泪,一直锁着自己的情绪,结果?我得不到任何东西。
我找不到答案。
我承认我以前有错,大家都有错。可是我被影响。家人不允许,我的爱已不深。
我不懂。我失去方向。
曾经以为你是我的永远,到底是不是?我不知道。
Blogged @ Thursday, February 18, 2010 |
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Tuesday, February 16, 2010
sigh.
You said that I've changed, I admit, I changed my attitude to you.
You said that I'm smart, you don't ever think that I can be so cold-blooded.
You said you're sad, you're freaking sad, you said you can't alive without me, and you said if you stay with me, it's nothing.
Because you can feel it.
This happened before, I was so troubled, I was phoned you always to disturb you, I was usually text you and forced you to reply me even you're busy.
But now? I wont. I wont find you, I wont text you and I wont mis you damn much like last time.
Hhahahahaha ! I'm smart enough. I also wonder that how come I can changed easily.
And then you said I've changed. I tot you dislike people to disturb you? LOL.
Well. I wont care you as much as last time, I wont miss you as hell much as last year, I wont love you as much as before and just give me some time to recover my scars.
You said you want to change, you want treat me well well, k, come on, I'm waiting for you.
Time can prove everything.
I LOVE MY FAMILY <3
No matter what happened, home is the only place I can rely on. They'll help me to solve the problem. They'll protect me ): I LOVE MY FAMILY.
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Monday, February 15, 2010
..
I feel touched.
I told him -we are over. But he keep on pretend, pretend dunno, cant see, cant hear and what else.
I go to his grandpa's house today and gave him the presents that I bought and I made, and then he wants to hug me, but why I felt wanna vomit at the moment? I dunno.
All our memories here. And our conclusion.
I never think want to break up but I cant forget all the bad moment that you've gave me.
Why you want to do so and then now only regret? You know what? It's too late.My heart is ady broken. Happened is happened. No matter how you changed now, it's ady too late.
I told my whole family that how you treat me and what is the reason that you hit me, I did told them what I did also, cause if I only tell them how bad you're, it's very unfair to you.
They just said : 这个男孩子不能要了的啦。 我们都没有打过你,他打你?你懂我们有对心痛吗?我养你养那么大,送去给人打的吖?
I really lucky that they are my family. They will be with me when I need. They wont leave me and ignore me, Family is the best !
So how? You asked me to be with you, you said you will changed, what you want to change uh?
And ofcuz I know you love me, you really love me, just I cant let go that you hit me.
I really can throw you out from my world you know? Finally I can.
But then you sent me few pic and msg :
第一次吻你,永远不忘记。ILOVEYOU MWAHS < 3
虽然有时我真的很生气你,但是我希望你知道,开始到现在我真的没有想过要离开你或丢下你一个人。
我望着的地方就是我们的未来,我们许了的诺言。
我们以后就要抱着一个属于我们的小孩,因为将来你是我亲爱甜蜜的
老婆。
我在等你回复。
You made me cried ! My sis saw the msg too. She cried too. swt.
Why you want like this? I dunno what should I do.
Even I stay back with you, My heart is ady spoil. I wont love you as much as last time, I dunwan to get hurt again. I can leave you whenever. I wont scare that you dunwan me. And also I can leave you easily.
You try to hit me or scold me lar, I really will straight to tell you that I HATE YOU AND GOODBYE.
Finally you know what's the feeling when you lost me, I tot I cant live without you but actually not. Should say you cant live without me. Great.
Just now you came my house but you dare not to come in, you want me to turn back all the things to you. Cause I scold you and tell you loudly that WE ARE OVER. But then I give you back you still stand at the outside, you asked my cousin to asked me to go out, I dunwan. You never go, you still stand at my door there and waiting me. So many relative were in my house, and your daddy, mummy are waiting you. Your dad scolded you, asked you faster, but you dont care, you still want to wait me.
My sis said you're fucking love me. Yea. I know. I'm human, I can feel. I got feeling.
But then? I wont forgive you. It's ady have a big scars in my heart.
sigh*
Today is your birthday, happy birthday (:
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Saturday, February 13, 2010
040109-14-2-10
Gotta stop blogging here.
Cause our relationship is already end.
I love you. And I'll forget you.
Take care (:
Happy birthday and happy valentine day <3
040109 - 140210
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Thursday, February 11, 2010
warning !
陈文好 !
我警告你 !!!
和我讲话不准有半句粗言!!
不准大声 !!!
因为你大声的时候很样衰!!!
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5.50pm. 11.2.2010
I texted him - Today got go JJ not?
He didnt reply.
1 hour ago, I called him. He was fall asleep.
Suddenly he asked - why you so lanc wor?
I said - You lanc first gea.
He said - I can lanc but you cant. You've no qualification to lanc. You try to lanc somemore lar, see what'll I do.
Niama Hai !
Why do he said those thing uh?
By the way I've no feeling, I dunno why.
Sweat =.="
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Tuesday, February 9, 2010
new year coming (:
Wohoo. I am fully happy and excited, cause CNY is coming.
I just want my happy life and always smile with happy (:
I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS. I do share all the fun with you all.
<3
我要你的爱 ♥
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Monday, February 8, 2010
ehem.
He is kinda a weird guy.
Once I treat him well, he'll treat me as well as my mummy treat me, once I treat him not good, he'll treat me bad till nothing I can describe, hit me even.
Since I can't let go, I'll just stay here, stay with him.
Since I can't fed up, I'll try to treat him good all the time.
I do love him, I love him much. I really love him. No one can replace him.
Yea, I'm a stupid girl, but no choice, who asked him to treat me good like heaven last time? )':
That's just a point I cant let go.
Listen ar KELVIN CHAN ! I LOVE YOU ! I LOVE YOU ! I LOVE YOU ! <3
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Sunday, February 7, 2010
end !
Remenber last two week and last week?
He said he off, no work, can accompany me, but then? Once his boss call him, he promised to work.
Well. He said he want earn more money, more money then can spend more on me. Since he said this, I forgive him. I dont ever sleep that day, cause I worked with him.
Kays, last week, he told me he off again, so I straight find him and without thinking, once I reach, he tell me he have to work at night, 11pm till 9am. Sigh*
I said "Money mer, cause of me mer, you go ba, I go with you." (Cause I dont wanna fight with him)
So I just followed him to work, never sleep again. How god I was !
This week, he was telling lies again and again !! He said he off today, he said he could accompany me for SURE ! See, what I doing right now ! Yea, truth, he off today, but he told me he still have go back for accompany his friend worr. ISH ! I asked why, he said cause his friend always accompany him. WTF !
Then why I find him? What I come for?
I dunno. I'm stupid enough. I swear to the god, I WONT FIND HIM ANYMORE, I WONT !
I AM FUCKING ANGRY RIGHT NOW !!
Today, I asked him "Babe, let's hang later."
He asked me "With?"
I answered "Just me and you."
He said "Wa, I rather stay at cc lor."
=.=" CC again.
We argued cause of this problem again, and finally he said "My work is more important than you now."
How hurt !
Why it's so hard to end a relationship?
Last two days, he said to me "Ish ! You're so annoy, I dont wanna to hear your sound ar, close the phone lar, go sleep lar you"
Shit ! I said "Yerr, like that said me geaa"
He said "yea lar, if not want how wor? Who asked you to make me angry? Know wrong or not? Say sorry lar, say you are sorhai, say you are cibai, then I forgive you."
WHATTHEHELL !
And last (This is what most hurt me) "If you want to hold me back, it's impossible, so you better dont regret. You will regret I tell you, I think you know what I mean." (Means he wants to break up)
Sigh* I POST ALL HIS BAD HERE. HOW HE TREAT ME. WHAT HE SAID TO ME AND HOW HE TREAT A GF.
I giving up.
If you can find a girl who lov you deep like me, just go ahead.
You are the one who'll regret.
Let's break up.
Let go and fed up.
I can do that.
I must do that.
I will tell you that I dont love you, I want to break up with you when your birthday. 14-2-2010
Just wait for it.
04012009-14022010.
Blogged @ Sunday, February 07, 2010 |
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Thursday, February 4, 2010
Arggg.
10 more days , 14-2 , It's a meaningful day.
For me,
Three special day on a same day - Cny, Valentine day and his birthday.
Gift is making me headache ):
What should I give him? Cloth? Wallet? Bell? I'd bought for him before.
Any idea? Is there anything special I can send him as presents?
Allar. Think till my head big like big head shrimp =.="
Confusing D:
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Wednesday, February 3, 2010
520.
520. KelvinChan <3
5 2 0
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Monday, February 1, 2010
): No choice. Laws.
We quarrel and quarrel everyday, I felt bored on it, even on you.
What should we do? How can maintain our relationship?
I think maybe would change a lot if we comply with the rules. I hope so. I'm trying to make some rules for you and me. Who dont follow by the rules, would be punish. Nyek nyek.
You should do these -
1- Can't talk loudly to me .
2- Can't know / flirt with girl .
3- Loyal to me .
4- No violence .
5- Hold my hand always .
6- Hug me .
7- Care me .
8- Tell me everythings bout you .
9- No secret .
10- Love me as much as possible .
11- Can't scold me when you're in a bad temper .
12- Can't scold me loudly ): Man man tell me what I'd wrong if I did wrong.
13- Share everything to me .
14- No bad word .I should do these - [sobs, :( ]
1- No rude.
2- Behave like a girl.
3- Cant over loud when talking.
4- Love vin sahaja.
and most of rules are same with above. [ 4,7,8,9,10,11,12,13 ]
And last rules ( most important ) - Cannot be mention about like separate, breakup those kind of word.
The result of fighting with him -
His hand.
Mine.
Dont wanna fight anymore. Pain - HURT !
Blogged @ Monday, February 01, 2010 |
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forget all the unhappy moments.
Well, as you said, let's forget all the unhappy things, unhappy moments, more considerate to each other.
I was really touched that you told me these -
I trust you, I dunno why, I just want to.
I cant forget your good and also cant forgive your bad, what should I do?
Hard to meet a guy who treat you good but easy to meet a guy who're bad.
I choose to stay with you. It's still have a very strong feeling between us, a very deep love.
I cant fed up. I cant let go.
Do not move the love <3
Yea ! This is what I want, your warm huggie ((:
Ilovethisboy. Ilovehim.
Blogged @ Monday, February 01, 2010 |
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